welcome









PEARL :D

netball..

WOW.

my netball team ROCKKKKKKKKks, rockED, and WILLL BE rocking.
hahas..
of course, the other teams were good too (:

jiayou to everyone! :D

BUT
BUT
BUT
BUT.

MY NETBALL SKILLS SUCKED, SUCKS, AND WILL BE THAT WAY.
ARGH.
HELL.
BOO.
HOW DID YOU EVER EVER EVER GET INTO NETBALL CCA IN PRIMARY SCHOOL IN THE FIRST PLACE?
BLOOOODY.
LOSER.
YOU ARE NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT WORTH BEING IN THE NETBALL TEAM.
YOU GET IT?
YOU ARE NOT EVEN QUALIFIED TO BE AS A RESERVE.
and what's more.
you CANT shoot
you CANT pass
you of course, CANT run

wthwthwth.
useless freak.
it's a good thing that i let lixin take my place eh?
i almost cause my team to lose.

and to ___,
yeah. i dont even look like an ex netballer eh?
a hippppo is NOT, NEVER, and WILL NOT ever be qualified.
fine. i admit.
my net ball skills SUCKS.
(im not angry at you. you were stating facts eh. im just angry at MYSELF)

im taking up one very fine place in the team.
when someone better can take my place and bring great results to the team.

i guess i'll not be able to play in a full match. and i never will be.
with my bloody skills and bloody weaknesses
shit.
im SUPER PISSED OFF AT MYSELF.

just like history eh.
like primary school

hey,
did i ever played in any matches before?
ok. maybe a few.
but WHICHEVER TEAM THAT I AM IN WILL LOSE.
really.
thats why i quited netball.
cause i was the black hippppooo.
get it humans?!
and i forever will be the black hippo man.
seriously.

i am a blooody fatass.
who cant run, shoot, pass.
bettter off dying

i guess, no matter how i try, or whatsoever,
no matter how i love netball,
i'll never become one HUMAN - who can play in ONE NETBALL MATCH
i'll just remain, as a black hippo.

im sry. im too pissed off at myself
and this seems like history repeating
i cant stop crying.