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hello there. i know it's my fault but please dont give me that ______ look whenever i apologise. it's a group. it's not all the whole my fault. just getting facts cleared out. I REALLY DONT CARE ANYMORE IF YOU ARE ANGRY OR YOU HATE ME OR WHATEVER yeah? as long as i got my friends. and hey if the whole world goes away, i still got huihantan, jialingkok, charlene loh and shimincham, and my family too. yeah. secondary school life is all about standing alone and being independent, you cant expect anyone to hold your hand and wait for you the entire journey to guide you along. primary school - yes. but, not anymore.
i'm angry.
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i feel sorry for daddy.
he wants to go indonesia for a fun overseas trip with his friends badly. at first he didnt have cash, so he cant. he wanted to borrow from mum, mum ignored him. so my daddy borrowed from his sister. BUT he got scolded from his brother in law (my uncle) who asked him not to go. and because my uncle is our senior, we should respect him. [p.s. i dunno why my uncle can always go overseas with his friends but he doesnt allow my dad to go]
so my daddy respected my uncle, and didnt go. even though there's respect and everything in my dad, but he isnt at all happy. to think he was practically over the moon when he thought he could go. it's like going to heaven but getting thrown away.
i'm sorry daddy. when i grow up, i'll make huge big bucks for you. i'll work my guts out. then i'll bring you all over the world. i'm sorry...
my daddy has not even been to as many countries as i've gone to. he always need to work...
when i grow up, i'll bring my daddy to everywhere he wants. being a taxi driver is tough... real tough. you get the back aches and pains all over. and my daddy has illness. when i told him i will bring him overseas next time, he told me by then he wont be able to make it.
i really sad now. (i cant believe im crying in front of the computer screen) my daddy's not having a good free life. my daddy's suffering. his job is tiring, and his health isnt pink.
people out there, cherish your daddy. make them happy. i've failed as a daughter man. my daddy cant even go overseas when he really want to.
he told me when he strikes toto he will take the first ferry to indonesia and join his friends tmr. to GOD: please let my daddy strike toto. so he can be happy.
i think i seriously suck as a daughter. i'm bullshit.
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today's probably the worst day in the week isnt it?
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hello there. i know it's my fault but please dont give me that ______ look whenever i apologise. it's a group. it's not all the whole my fault. just getting facts cleared out. I REALLY DONT CARE ANYMORE IF YOU ARE ANGRY OR YOU HATE ME OR WHATEVER yeah? as long as i got my friends. and hey if the whole world goes away, i still got huihantan, jialingkok, charlene loh and shimincham, and my family too. yeah. secondary school life is all about standing alone and being independent, you cant expect anyone to hold your hand and wait for you the entire journey to guide you along. primary school - yes. but, not anymore.
i'm angry.
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i feel sorry for daddy.
he wants to go indonesia for a fun overseas trip with his friends badly. at first he didnt have cash, so he cant. he wanted to borrow from mum, mum ignored him. so my daddy borrowed from his sister. BUT he got scolded from his brother in law (my uncle) who asked him not to go. and because my uncle is our senior, we should respect him. [p.s. i dunno why my uncle can always go overseas with his friends but he doesnt allow my dad to go]
so my daddy respected my uncle, and didnt go. even though there's respect and everything in my dad, but he isnt at all happy. to think he was practically over the moon when he thought he could go. it's like going to heaven but getting thrown away.
i'm sorry daddy. when i grow up, i'll make huge big bucks for you. i'll work my guts out. then i'll bring you all over the world. i'm sorry...
my daddy has not even been to as many countries as i've gone to. he always need to work...
when i grow up, i'll bring my daddy to everywhere he wants. being a taxi driver is tough... real tough. you get the back aches and pains all over. and my daddy has illness. when i told him i will bring him overseas next time, he told me by then he wont be able to make it.
i really sad now. (i cant believe im crying in front of the computer screen) my daddy's not having a good free life. my daddy's suffering. his job is tiring, and his health isnt pink.
people out there, cherish your daddy. make them happy. i've failed as a daughter man. my daddy cant even go overseas when he really want to.
he told me when he strikes toto he will take the first ferry to indonesia and join his friends tmr. to GOD: please let my daddy strike toto. so he can be happy.
i think i seriously suck as a daughter. i'm bullshit.
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today's probably the worst day in the week isnt it?
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